ANOTHER DAY ANOTHER BEGINNING...

So another day, another chance awaits tomorrow. I don't have to remind myself the things I need to come out on top at the end of the day.

I need to somehow find a way to be consistent. Consistent in the way I think, do and feel. A lot of times, the pressure and situation puts me in a negative state where I lose focus completely and it takes a lot of effort to get me back up to speed. I need some sort of chant or body movement that would immediately remind me to get in character because its game time. I will try to ponder and improvise about this in the coming days.

TALKING ABOUT PEOPLE'S RANTS

One thing I did notice about my behaviour in relative to dealing with people's comments about their situations is that I usually have no inputs or feedback about it. I'm certain that I do its just my lack of confidence halts and sabotages my thinking process. I always seem to second guess my response for fear of rejection and embarrassment. I have to trust my instinct and knowledge because besides confidence, its the only thing I got. I have the ability to retort and hit them back in my own style and preference, I JUST NEED TO BELIEVE...