WOW...ANOTHER DAY OF BEING OUT OF STATE

I signed up to another gym today. I really have to work on explaining myself better to people because I'm really having a difficult time getting my point across. I blame mostly everything on my current state because once I get that nervous, uninterested feeling, my mind loses its focus and I end up sounding really dumb and pathetic. My conversation with BJ, the gym consultant was just abysmal in terms of being out of state. I was having trouble finding the right words and grasping the basic concept of his points. I really felt uncomfortable and nervous. After we finished dealing with the paper work, I ordered a milkshake free of charge, which BJ included in our contract. Sort of a signing bonus. He explained it to us earlier how the free milkshake works and I didn't quite understand how the free milkshake works. I asked him again about the milkshake deal and he quickly glanced to the girl beside him, motioning me to stop talking about the milkshake! I guess I missed the part when he told me that the deal that we agreed upon was kind of under the table. I should've listen better.