Monday, August 20, 2007

DESPITE OF WHAT HAPPENED TODAY, I AM GETTING STRONGER AND STRONGER..

Today was probably the most embarrassing day I've ever had working for 3 long years here at Ikea. Although I'm somewhat shook and extremely embarrassed, I actually feel that I'm making strides towards improving my social and conversational skills. I don't feel as nervous as the previous days and I don't seem to stutter as much whenever I'm in a difficult situation like dealing with an impatient customer and correcting a mistake. Even my explanations seem very understandable and fluid-like, almost free of nervousness. I'm getting better and better although I'm going to keep asking co-workers for help and it is something that going to bother me because how incompetent that's going to make me feel. I just have to push my self a little harder to not feel that way and not let it affect my mood even for a minute.

I 'M A DUMBASS THAT'S TRYING TO CHANGE.

I feel that I made a connection today with one of my co-workers. She seem like she has something for me based on her body language and facial reactions. I on the other hand, did really well in making her laugh and whatever I said seems like it made sense. Plus she lives really close which could come in handy in the winter time because I could ask her is she could drop me home.

YES!!!MY FIRST TARGET HAS BEEN LOCATED!!!ATTACK AT WILL!!!

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