BEING UNCOMFORTABLE IS NORMAL

I'm going to be honest to myself, I am not comfortable working on cash. On the other hand, I will keep working there because I took a solemn promise to make sure I get out of my comfort zone and always be on my toes. Simply put, the person I always strive to become is someone I am not familiar with thus putting me in an unfamiliar state. I'm also aware that this will continue for months, even years and I've come to terms with the fact that THIS IS THE ONLY WAY!!! There is no shortcuts and it's impossible to cut corners. Normal people deal with these situation on an everyday basis, not me. I didn't have the luxury of growing up in a family with little or no dysfuntionality attached to it. Nor did i have any positive and influential friends to hang around with, honing my social and life skills. I'll use my workplace as a stepping ground towards improving all the different aspects of my life. Most people would laugh at this method but frankly, I don't give two flying fucks about what they think. I can use the time I spend at work on polishing my customer-service skills and concentration abilities. For the record, I know the pain and suffering I will endure in the coming months. With Peter and work, I have my work cut out for me. But I say bring it. I welcome the challenge and I will not back down. If I end up failing then I will fail trying. Everyday I get stronger and stronger, I can feel it....