DON'T EVER FEEL SORRY FOR YOURSELF.....

I may not think that I'm doing something positive in my life at this point but the truth to the matter is, i am. I'm going to encounter a lot of grief and obstacles in the way but its normal. Not one successful person manages to become who they are by not experiencing failures and obstacles. And for that reason, I will succeed. i will succeed because I am willing to get hurt and most importantly, I welcome the pain. There will be a lot of people who will think I'm dumb and stupid. This is a fact. I do come off as a dumb ass and I welcome this title wholeheartedly. I'm finally willing to let my true self out instead of pretending and faking my personality. I am fully exposing myself and my flaws out there in front of people who grew up and experience interaction with smart people on a regular basis. I'm pretty much naked in terms of personality and this is good because it is virtually impossible to fake it. The good thing is, Its going to take me a lot faster than most people because I may be too stupid to believe it, but I have everything I need to be effective. I have the gun, I just don't have any bullets.

So I welcome the haters and non-believers. All of you finally will get to see me live and and in full effect. Don't get too comfortable though because I will bounce back and that's a fact. So enjoy taking shots at me. Enjoy it.

REMEMBER NO HALFFIN: Consider work as a place to learn and harness your skill. Make sure you tone down the banter and focus more on telling stories and eliminating the anxiety/nervous factor. You have the opportunity to encounter with as much people as you can.
FUCKIN TAKE ADVANTAGE OF IT!!!!