Being in a positive state at all times. How do you accomplish it? What steps do you have to take in order to guarantee that such a state is maintained throughout the rest of the day? It boggles my mind how some people like Elizabeth can keep such a high energy at all times. I believe that being in this state keeps the mind sharp and alert, something that I have failed to attain time and time again.
Some factors to be considered why this is so:
*Is it because of the on-going troubles at home?
*Is it because of the nature of my profession?
*My inability to be IN STATE?
I have felt it before. I have experienced it before. Why can't I have the ability to turn it on like it's a light switch? The feeling and the confidence that I get when i'm in state is truly amazing and something that I must have in order to be successful in all aspects of life. When I explain something, the words and the logic seems to flourish coherently and fluidly. The nervousness and doubts in my voice seems non-existent. I truly feel that no one could argue better than me and nobody better make the mistake of challenging my views unless they're able to withstand my rebuttals and vicious putdowns, which in most cases is highly doubtful. I would do anything to be in this state ALL THE TIME.
I have recently experimented about doing things out of the ordinary as soon as I leave the house. Whether its greeting the bus driver as I'm sliding my ticket in or saying a friendly "hello" to an oncoming co-worker, saying and doing something "friendly and positive" asap works for me. There is no problem with this tactic. It is infallible. The problem lies within me. Sometimes, I just feel like a big sack of shit thus completely ruins my day which carries over to the next and so on.
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